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11 July 2011 @ 12:31 am
I don't even remember the last time I posted. Oh well. Nothing interesting is going on. I've started a new job a couple weeks ago and I fucking loveee it. I work in a grocery store in the bakery department as a cake decorator. It's awesome and I'm so excited. It's probably the best thing happening in my life right now. :)

Anyways, the only reason I'm posting:
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- Comment with "HOLD IT!"
- I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you.
- Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
- Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people.

My questions:

1.) How would you sum up your life right now in 10 words or less?
I wasn't sure if this was supposed to be a sentence in 10 words (or less), or a string of 10 (or less) words. So I'll go with the latter.

Annoying, boring, Netflix, working, boyfriend, broke, shopping, not being tan.

2.) Current fandoms? If none, which do you miss the most?

Glee is the only one I'm RPing in. I miss Kingdom Hearts, Naruto, and High School Musical the most. I was never great at playing characters in the Naruto fandom but I played a beast Sora and Kairi, and also a pretty good Gabriella. ;) Though, I miss the friends I made through my fandoms more than the fandoms themselves.

3.) A round-trip plane ticket to anywhere: Where and why?

Why does it have to be round-trip. :| I don't wanna come back here lol... but if I must, it'd be to Spain. I went a while ago and I'd love to go back. I'd have to re-learn the language first. >>;

4.) Favourite pair of shoes? (Whether you own them or not!)

My blue Old Navy flip flops are currently my favorite shoes even though they are super dirty from camping lol :| Favorite sneakers are my blue Reebok Easy Tone's because they're comfy. :D Favorite high heels are these brown oxford looking ones I ordered from Forever 21's website that I haven't gotten yet but they're SO CUTE.

5.) Worst fear and the last time you had to confront it?

I think I have two worst fears. One of them is being left alone for long periods of time. I always need to be with someone, or else I start thinking too much and it just... it's not a good situation lol. I guess technically I'm confronting it now. My parents are sleeping at our cottage 35 minutes away, and my boyfriend (who I usually stay with at his house) has been camping since Friday and won't be home til tomorrow... granted, I have my brother here, but I don't really think of him as much protection since we don't get along and he's puny.

My second fear, as stupid as it is, comes from garage doors. I hate them, I won't touch them, and I haven't had to confront it since the reason I became afraid of them. :|

A close contender is my fear of needles, and I confronted that when I got my belly button pierced in April. :D yay me for conquering my fears... kinda.

31 December 2010 @ 05:02 am
so, it's 5am here on the east coast of the states, and i'm thinking to myself: "i haven't seen any of my friends on my flist (yes i do still creep on you guys ♥) post the time capsule meme for 2010!"

thus leads me to look in my journal, because i posted the link to my 2009 one AND my 2008 one. and the person has deleted their journal. this actually kind of makes me sad, because i don't really remember what i said and it'd be nice to look back at it. :\


that's all. hope everyone had a nice christmas/holiday that you celebrate. have a wonderful new year's. stay safe. ♥
01 February 2010 @ 11:13 pm

ask me stuff! pleasee? :)
09 May 2009 @ 11:50 pm
Alright, can I just rant about something for a second?

Everyone... stop. Just stop. Stop cutting yourself and not eating and crying yourself to sleep and ZOMG I H8 THE WORLD and just STOP.

Your life may suck sometimes, but it happens to everyone. We have our bad days. Alright? We have our bad days, and we have our good days. We're beautiful people. Everyone. Not just Americans and not just everyone besides Americans. We're all beautiful people. We're beautiful and we have good days and bad days and days we just wanna cry. Some of those days may come more often than others, but that's life.

You're a sweet kid. I don't see why you're doing all this shit to yourself. You're beautiful and I only met you once, but you're adorable. I don't comprehend why you're hurting yourself and others the way you are. Do you know how many people go without food unwillingly in this world? Do you know how many people are worse off than you? No, you don't. You don't because you're close minded and you don't want to hear it. You want to be so thin that your bones show. People don't find that attractive, just to let you know. And when people ask how you got so thin, what are you going to tell them? You became anorexic or bulimic or whatever and you lost however many pounds? Yeah. They'll adore you right away. You have a boyfriend that loves you and a best friend who cares about you and you're putting them and a bunch of other people in pain because of the harm you're causing yourself.

So stop.
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04 September 2007 @ 12:22 am
Oh my God.

Someone. Anyone just listen to me. Please.

Slow my life down about 5 lightyears. Everything is happening too fast. I don't want this to be over; I don't want this to be the end. What we had was amazing and then... then I messed it up.

I haven't had any reason to turn back time. Why would I ruin something that could, and probably would, affect my life completely.

Just... Just, oh my God.

Just turn it back to July. Turn it back to the moment I said "yes" for that job back in March.

I need to apologize. I need to apologize for being a burden, and fucking up someone's life, and asking for stuff I don't need, and being annoying.

God. I'm always annoying. Be it I'm annoying someone else, or annoying myself. I don't do it purposely, I promise. I promise I don't try.

I don't try to get you all to hate me.

It just ends up that way.


I want to know how to stop it.

Please. Please help me out here.

Why am I always the one to mess up?

[I'm...really sorry for clogging up your f-lists with my... pointless, emo ramblings..]
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26 November 2006 @ 09:52 pm

Two worlds existing on one plane are already trying to settle their differences.

In midst of their planning and treaties, there is one non-local who’s slowly risen to the top,

controlling both worlds, both societies.

As his power grows, the plane slowly starts to expand, putting holes in other dimensions and

beckoning their people onto the field.

Welcome to Victory's Fall.

cristallescales is a multi-fandom RPG. [AKA - Fun for all. :3] Two worlds have collided, and now it is spreading to other worlds. This community accepts any and all characters, including OCs, and pairings of het, yaoi, and yuri.

There are many, many characters that you can apply for [Right now, all of them are open except for Riku and Roxas from the KH series.]

So, go join. Now. Or I'll hunt you down and eat j00 babehs. >]

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21 August 2006 @ 07:10 pm
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“What was the point of this voice post? Oh, right. For me to make a dork out of myself. Lawlz. TeeTeewhYeL.”

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23 July 2006 @ 08:32 pm
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16 June 2006 @ 06:23 pm
Teh crack drawings. :]

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.....'Tis all.

*innocent grin*
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